Ok hi. Back updating. Hah, i miss blogging yknw! Anyway, life has been ups and downs recently. Most of it, down. So yea. I don’t want to elaborate much bout family. Atok was discharged from hosp recently so, alhamdulillah. Skip that. So me and him? No more 16 aug. No more my best birthday gift ever. My fault. Anger took place, decision were made end up, regret. I’ve explained everything to him. But yknw when it’s done, it’s done. I find it’s hard for me to move on. A month plus with him to them maybe like, “oh it’s just a month plus with him, so wtf are u waiting for? move on!” but think! When a guy gave u so much to remember and u’ve been through with him more than any guy, u think it’s easy to move on? Hah k no. This sat, idk whether to come down or not. Yea he’ll be there. What happens if i saw him? Awkward strikes. Wait, maybe he doesn’t even want to see my face. Imagination runs wild. Nevermind, skip that.
Y’all exams finished already while me? Today i just had my 3rd paper. Haa, still a long way to go. Exams finish on the 19th, blardy long lah pls. After exams, friends had planned sho many plans! My plan, fly kite and picnic. Gaah, not lame lah pls. I really wanna fly kite! On the 20th, it’s buddy’s birthday. Sentosa! Volleyball. Fira’s bringing her so-called “bestfriend” and friends. Haha! Guys. Err ok.
Today i sleep alot. Like fucking alot. It’s been 2 days straight i’ve been sleeping at late hours. 1am or 2am plus like that, then sleep. Instead of studying, played the laptop. Oh yea, my laptop was given back! K yay. Iknw myself too much, i can’t be sleeping at late hours again today. Everyday headache. And each time got headache, idk who to complaint cause it’s has always been him the one i’ll always complaint with. Nevermind, shall study again for tomorrow blardy hist paper! Nnb. Kbbye.
Oh yea, it’d be 2 months this sat if we still together )’: