Sunday, June 13, 2010
"I don't know. The girl I love so much is gone. Nothing is left here."
"No. She's out from my life. She's happy now. And she doesnt know that I'm miserable. Nevermind. Stay happy :) enjoy your sentosa trip on 15th june. I'll be far away so that you can totally forget me. Bye"
"Yea. You. Goodbye. I'll try convince my uncle not to bring me there. Goodbye baby. You're the best girlfriend i've ever had. Be happy with your life."
"You were never a bitch to me. Nevermind. You look happy :) I'm sorry I make you miserable. You're the best I've ever had. I love you Ina."
"Yea. Good you've moved on. Don't care about me okay? Enjoy your life. Goodbye everyone. I'm gone."
"Nevermind. You have your wonderful life now. Freedom, you have it. No boyfriend. Goodbye. I'm gone."
So yeah. That's was all from *insertname* All text msg ah. Haiy. I just don't understand why he haven't move on yet. Hmm, was it my fault? Was it my fault we broke up? I don't think so. Ask yourself dude (: You see, I'm happy with my life right now when suddenly you text me telling me the reason is, you sent to the wrong person. Whatever, I use that tactics before okay. Why must you suddenly text me? I'm happy and you came in and ruined it by remembering all the past we had together. Well, some people said we two look cute together, look happy together, more and more. But nah-ah, I don't think so. Remember, we had promised not to let go of each other? But somehow, I just had to break it. Sorry. You know the reason why. You think that I don't care about you but actually I still do. I maybe don't love you anymore, but I still have feelings for you. You know how much irritated I was just now msging you? Why you keep on saying "goodbye"?Why? You know that I hate it. You know that, don't you?! Yeah, I maybe single right now, I maybe have no boyfriend right now and I maybe have freedom right now, but think all over again. Freedom? You think I would easily drink and smoke 2packets of ciggies in 1whole day? You think I never listened to your advise all this while? I have been listened to your advise all this while. What I've promised you, is what I'm doing right now.
I've made up my mind. I'm not going to turn back and be with you again. I just want it to end! I don't want history to repeat again. Aren't you tiring of quarreling everyday? Aren't you tired of getting hurt every single day? Haiy. I really have moved on. I've forget all about you and us. Our relationship could have gone far if I never messed it up, right? So much for forever.