Thursday, December 24, 2009

Listening to: Retak - Ella
Oh, i dont know whats the expression up there. But it came under happy from daviant art uh. So yeah. I guess im happy. Yeah i know that somebody will think that: "why the hell is this girl happy after she had a break up?" Ya loh. Think i dont know is it? Hmpf. Let me tell you. Im just not ready yet to be in a relationship. After all, im now so-called traumatized! Wth right? Well blame the person who has got me in this state. Reallyreally screw him sia. Well i say it now. His name is Effie. Yeah. So-called, pernah pegang Bedok. Which is now, he is staying in my hs! Wtf sia. Argh, forget about him.
To F:
Im sorry. I know what ive said, really hurt you deeply. But im really not ready yet to be in a relationship. Sorry if i lie to you about my ex. Yes, i still love him, i still do. But i cant do anything. Everything i do, seem never make a different. Cant forget about my ex. Call me heartless for all you want, but please dont hate me. Im sorry. Be with the girl that can truly makes you happy, Cik E.
To M:
Well, im glad that youve contacted me back. I thought you will never ever contact me again. Why sia you scared to text/beep me again seh? Trust me, im not monster. Yes, ive forgive you cos i can see that you truly honest about apologising to me. Im happy that youve learnt your lesson, dearest. Truly happy for you ^^. You just cant stop saying sorry. Haha! You still love me? Shocking y'know. You still cared about me. Shocking y'know. You will always go to my blog to check how am i doing. Sweet tau! And somemore you regreted leaving me. Like i said, im happy that youve learnt your lesson. And, we still love each other. Oh wow. Having late night calls you back again just now, really feels like the first time ive known you. So much laughter. And also we talk about the happy past times. Wee~ and i really love hearing your jokes. ^^ Lol. So yeah, i just hope this time you wont make the same mistake hor. Dont ever leave me. *smiles widely*
Assalamualaikum.
Are we gonna like, be together back again? Are you sure? Just wondering.