Why must you leave me so soon, Dear?
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Hello sexayee readers! ^^
Sorry never update for quite long time, I guess. Miss me much? Hmm, neh! While I was out there, many things had happened! Each things reminds me of him. Each couple I've seen, reminds me of we two. ): Hasn't been doing really good these days. Badan tak sedap. Flu has stopped. ^^
To my ex-Dear;
Why you left me so soon? Why did I do? Those words you've told me, were fake! I mean not bullshits. It's like you donthave to lie to me bout yr ex. I understand that it's not easy to forget her. So, it's better nt to lie about those small things. If in th first place that you still love yr ex, why you stead w me? Does it make any sense? I'm not saying that you donthave common sense kay. I still remember yr words. You told me that you want to takecare of me, you would not leave me &you reallyreally love me. But now? Have you forgotten all that? Nevermind, skip that. Sometimes, I think again &again, maybe it's my fault you turned out to be like this. You have no mood. Have you turned out to be like me, in the past like no mood? Oh god. After you left, my life has been so silent. I swear to you that I have never ever loved a guy so much before, which is th guy is you! You cared about me so much! Yeah so much! &I like that way, y'know! Each time I say, " ILOVEYOU! ", do you believe it? Do you? Each time you said that, I believed it! &every word you said, I believed! Yeah I believed! I just wished, this all were nightmare! Yeah, nightmare. Don't you wished that too? Since you left, I have been really moody &less hyper. With you around in th past, I'm happy &I swear.
" Mengapa aku disini masih menanti dan menyayangi? "
- Merenung Kenangan -
( Not so Jiwang ^^ )
Eventhough Mar had left me, I still loved him. Idk why, but I reallyreally can't forget about him. Friends tried to cheer me up by bringing me to swimming, but failed! I still can't forget about him. Hairil sound patched! Lerrrr! -.- Shocked huh? Damn! Think I accept is it? What if he hurt me again? Think funneh meh? *sigh* At last, I said " Sorry can't accpet you. I don't love you anymore. Goodbye (: " Like that. Then came a guy named Fahmi. He th new guy that I make friends w. We met at swimming pool. Kwn nyer yang si Fifiko mntk berkawan dgn me, wani &ween. Wani gave my no. to him &th Fifiko passed my no. to Fahmi. Wtf ehk? Cb. O.o Texttext w him, he claimed that he liked me. Like, walaneh! First time jumpa, dh terpikat? Heyran siol. Second day we met at JP. Talk &slack. Seeing fahmi, th way he dresses himself, he is suchha an EMOFREAK siah! Wahlannneh, emo sial soit! Ish. Tak suka tak suka.n Kambing betol! Then now, each msg that I received from him, I delete cuz I'm too lazy to lyn msges now. Now, I rilek one corner dgr lagu sedapsedap lagi bagus. Hehhe. Kay then. till here. Chow!
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takecare kayh! ^^ nights.
sayang semuanya!
assalammua'laikum.