Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Being in a relationship now is just a temporary thing in life.
Can't count on you most of all when I really need it.
It's the simple things that you do really hurt my feelings.
The more I try, the more I'm starting to see it.
This can't work anymore, than you believe it.
Goodbye may come as a shock.
Even though I love you a lot.
I've given every breath I've got.
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe.
We all make mistakes.
Sometimes we do desperate things
What does it prove? NOTHING.
And you never do anything wrong.
Then what took you so long, took you so long.
Cuz I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on.
~ Promise In The Dark. ( Keri Hilson ) ~
That song is like saying to me, that is, not to put high hopes on my r/s. Well, idontknow what others think bout that. But that is really what I think about the song. Ergh~ In the past, I used to put high hopes on my r/s. It's like I'm so obsessed with him! Yeah, were so obsessed! *sigh* I never knew what was I doing. I left my friends, just to spend time with him. He has made so many promises. I just love listening to his sweettalks. His promises &sweettalks, make me alive. For me, he is the first priority thing in my life. Friends, told me so many times not to put high hopes on him, but, I don't even listen to them once. What I want is to make him happy. Yeah, happy is the best! Ergh! Till then, one day, all the high hopes that I put on him, bring me down! Real down! He broke my heart. Very heartbreaking y'know! After he said goodbye &all that, he make me think again all the advices that my friends gave to me. I should really not put high hopes on him! Ergh! Yeahyeah, but this story was in the past, now that I've learnt my mistake, I never wanna put high hopes on others.
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Do you remember boy, you're the one who gave me my first kiss?
Cause I remember boy who was the one who said " put your lips like this. "
Even before all the flame and people screaming your name.
Boy, I was there and you were my dearest.
~ My Boo. ( Usher ft. Alicia Keys ) ~
14 hari ku mencari dirimu.
Untuk menanyakan dimanakah dirimu.
14 hari ku datangi rumahmu.
Agar engkau tahu tertatihku menunggumu.
Kamu pacar terbaikku.
Walau hanya sekejap dihatiku.
~ 14 Hari. ( Kangen Band ) ~
My Boo, sweet right the song? Yeah, he, *insertname* is the first ever guy who kissed my lips. Sweeets. Err, yeah, I would still remember him. *smiles* 14 Hari, like that song so much in the past. 14 is suchha special number. But now, there is no more special reasons to like that number. 10oct till 24oct, I keep hanging on you. Can't moved on. Can't stop thinking of you. Till then, I have made a promised to myself on the 24oct, to reallyreally forget about you. &&that 10oct till 24oct, I was suffering. Err, suffering what? I also dontknow. Teehees. It took me 14 DAYS, to really get over you. O.o 14 again huh? Swayyyy~ So right now, I'm happy with my life with wonderful friends that made me cheered up. ^^.
Well, sorry peeps if the post is long. Err, justnow, I got nothing to do. So, I post something cuz I feel like posting but I dontknow what topic to post. So, I started to think about my past &post at here. Hhehe, nothing to do mahhs. Till here. Later I'll upload the pictures that I've took today at the gym. So, stay tunes yeah.
Sayang y'all semuanya.
Assalamualaikum.
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