Wednesday, September 30, 2009
What is happening between us?
The rest of th Sonehs just now at canteen fought w Wani. I was there was listening to songs w my head down feeling so stressed&dissapointed when they started to quarelled. Hearing Eqa&Wani quarelled makes me feel bad cuz I don't even want them to quarrel or fight. I know that me as th leader of th Sonehs, doesn't do many things. It's not that I don't care. Just that I want each of everyone in th Sonehs, to be a leader too! ^^ I don't want to make decisions on my own w/o discussing w them. *sigh* Even now, idk whye, but I think Ween has started to hate Wani. Even Umi too. Whye suddenly we fight? How come Wani turned out to be like this? Sometimes she's ok, sometimes she's not. How come like this? Th last time me&her laughoutloud is on last friday. We happy at that time. Then suddenly on Tuesday I come sch, she changed. Her atittude towards us, like she treat us as though that Sonehs is a ' stranger '. Saddening ): After recess, me&th rest walked past Wani's class bcs th lift was not working? Like wtf, had to climbed stairs till level 5 tau! *Roll eyes* While walking pass Wani's class, Eqa, Umi & Ween scold vulgarities to Wani. I was at th back busy talking to w LYC. Heheh, didn't know that I'm supposed to scold vulgar word towards Wani. But in th end, I never did that. So, err...yeah thats all bout today, ( about Wani&Sonehs )
Some random stories (:
Maybe now, I should really stop thinking of him. He really sucks! If can, I don't want to hate him bcs it feels bad ): I tried so hard to forget about him. Maybe by hating him, I can slowly forget him? Kot? *sigh* Aiyah, feelings ni ehk, like complicated siah! Sometimes I hate, sometimes I feel sorry.*Roll eyes* Bcs, I've hurt him alot. Maybe more than that. How bad am I in th past? I hope I would not treat Dearest like th way I treated my exboyf in th past. O.O I don't want my relationship to be like in th past. That's whye I'm so scared to be in a relationship in th first place. And thank god, I met Mar. He's different from other guy. Like, he really confessed to me that he want to takecare of me. No other guy has said like that to me before. Sonehs really hopes that I've met th right guy for me and Ween&Umi really wants me to lastlong w Mar. Saja Allah yang tahu. Kay then till here. Apeape textytexty or callycally ehk! Hee, sayer dh topup! *winks*
KEEP IN TOUCH, TOUCH AND GO!
muahmuah tckr semuanya ^^