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I guess tht song remembers me of my exboyf ( S _ _ _ _ _ Q ) I been w him like 6months thru thick&thin. His words are romantic till it made my heart melt. Ahhh, how I wished I could turn back th time just to be w him. *sigh. I'm ATTACHED lh! Ina oh Ina.*sigh. I will always remember his promises&words. Damn! I thought I've moved on, but... I'm not. His promises&words are to be w me always&forever. Now? Where has th " always&forever " gone to? I told you tt " forever " wasnt long enough! I told you, I told you, exboyf! Although, we have break longlong ago, I still anggap tt you are still in part of my life. Where has yr promises gone to? Go inside th longkang is it? *insert dissapointed face. I know tt in th past I have called you names, etc etc. I'm sorry. Well, an fyi for you, " Kamu exboyf terbaik-ku walau hanya sekejap di hatiku. " Serious. I still remember we cracked lame jokes tgt lastyear under yr blk. Dear, I still remember, I still do! Tt shows how much I treasure our time tgt in th past. So, bile skarang Ina nk move on lh kan, I had to erase ALL th sweets memories we had. It's so hurt! *insert sad face. I'm sorry to say this, but ISLY! It's been 8months since we last text-ed each other right? I miss cracking lame jokes w you! I miss cycling w you! I miss slacking w you! I miss all tt I had w you! Ex oh ex. I was dumb! I was dumb to make prangai till you asked for a break. Did I break yr heart again? At tt time, I seriously dk what is my mistake. Can you tell me now? Anyw, I'm just glad tt you still remembers my birthday. Eh eh! Guess what? I still remember th date when we first stead, which is on th 8th of July 2008. *chuckles. I still keep th Elmo pencil tt you gave to me at th pondok block 66. Haha! Why am I remembering all this? Sheesh! And also I still kept yr pic when youre still small. Kindergarten at tt time. Then I still keep th photo tt we took tgt on Speech&Prize giving day. *chuckles. Still, why am I remembering all this? I should moved on. I should moved on w my Hairil-hubby. Not spending time remembering all this! Pfft! Since 3Sep, Hubby nvr text me! Text me Hubby so tt I know how are you! Text me text me! Just this 1 last qn for my exboyf; W/o me in yr life anym, how are you? I'm now have slowly move on. Hows you? Have you moved on too?

Thats all for today peeps. Well ystd, went to JP with dearest aunty, uncle & grandma. Then saw Fikhry, th waiter&cashier at Far East Pasta Mania siah! OMFG! Th Sonehs knew tt I have a so-called major crush on him! Haha! Stupid right? *roll eyes. Haha! Tt guy is now currently ATTACHED liao! Ish ish! Till here! Anyw, I'm missing Hubby lately! Lately, I also having moodswings seh! Why uh? Missing Laki kao ehh Ina? Haha. Tkcr peeps! Morning anyw! Anyw, blog has been good to me now! Haha! Lately cant upload or change clr fonts. Moodswings also ehhhh blog? Haha. Keh anyt TEXT Ina ehhh! No beeping anyw! Havent topup lh weyyyh!

I'M SO GOING TO PASTA MANIA @ FAR EAST!

I'm so gonna moved on, exboyf. Goodbye. Goodluck in everyt you do! Will be missing you muchmuch!

XOXO;

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